Monday, June 12, 2017

There is time..
Where you were sorry for everything that had being said and done.

Dear my sayang,
Im sorry for not being able to give a good care for you.

Dear family, especially mami and abah,
Im sorry for not being able to spend more days with you.

Dear self,
Im sorry for being sorry again.

Thursday, May 25, 2017

Can't believe that I am now using the title Dr infront of my name.
Back then when i was in medical school, I can't wait to be incharge or responsible for my patient. But now, im scared to death.
Please do well Mai. No extension and stupid things in between.

Be a good Dr for the ummah.
Be a good wife.
Be a good daughter.
And be a good mommy perhaps? Thehee.

Tuesday, May 9, 2017

Only sad people who write.
So here I come.

Being separated from your loved one, be it for few days, weeks or even years - the struggle is real.

Not seeing your loved one in front of your eyes reminds me of - how we Muslim should rely on Allah 100%, to take care of our loved one when we are physically away.

I miss you, Mr Husband dearly.

Wednesday, May 3, 2017

The moment when...
Your room feel so big for one.

The moment when..
You world is full of echoes.

The moment when...
No one to share your laughter with.

The moment when..
No one to finish your last spoon of rice.

The moment when..
No one to hug and kiss after waking up from sleep.

The moment when..
No one to annoyed anymore.

Sunday, April 16, 2017

Life and chance.

So yesterday we went for Fast Furious 8. It was a great movie though, emphasizing on the importance of a family and how it really does matter to someone's life.

And seems like Kamil's favorite line from the movie is "I got no choice!!" - Dom.

Just happen today, during our early dinner. Abah said what had happened at school-he caught some naughty students and called up the parents to discuss about their child.

from Abah point of view, or can I say his personal conclusion : Most of the problematic students come from a broken family, from a divorced family, parents are separated.

Abah told us to take care of our family well as to come to a simple equation ; Happy family produce good human being. (there is lot more to discuss the definition of a happy family)

But to think it back, no one choose to be born in a broken family, woke up every morning seeing your parents arguing and fighting.

No one choose to walk through a dark valley.
No one choose to be labeled as a "bad" guy.

No one.

Then FF8 line comes into my mind again "I have got no choice!!"