Tuesday, May 9, 2017

Only sad people who write.
So here I come.

Being separated from your loved one, be it for few days, weeks or even years - the struggle is real.

Not seeing your loved one in front of your eyes reminds me of - how we Muslim should rely on Allah 100%, to take care of our loved one when we are physically away.

I miss you, Mr Husband dearly.

Wednesday, May 3, 2017

The moment when...
Your room feel so big for one.

The moment when..
You world is full of echoes.

The moment when...
No one to share your laughter with.

The moment when..
No one to finish your last spoon of rice.

The moment when..
No one to hug and kiss after waking up from sleep.

The moment when..
No one to annoyed anymore.

Sunday, April 16, 2017

Life and chance.

So yesterday we went for Fast Furious 8. It was a great movie though, emphasizing on the importance of a family and how it really does matter to someone's life.

And seems like Kamil's favorite line from the movie is "I got no choice!!" - Dom.

Just happen today, during our early dinner. Abah said what had happened at school-he caught some naughty students and called up the parents to discuss about their child.

from Abah point of view, or can I say his personal conclusion : Most of the problematic students come from a broken family, from a divorced family, parents are separated.

Abah told us to take care of our family well as to come to a simple equation ; Happy family produce good human being. (there is lot more to discuss the definition of a happy family)

But to think it back, no one choose to be born in a broken family, woke up every morning seeing your parents arguing and fighting.

No one choose to walk through a dark valley.
No one choose to be labeled as a "bad" guy.

No one.

Then FF8 line comes into my mind again "I have got no choice!!"

Saturday, March 4, 2017

So he said,

"Kalau boleh saya nak bagi yang terbaik untuk awak" - luah dari sekeping hati yang tidak pernah lelah dalam mencintai aku.

Namun, kata kata itu dibiarkan tergantung. Tidak bersambut. Tidak juga dilontarkan kembali.

Yang pastinya, kata kata itu membuat jiwa kacau ini tenang seketika. Sebelum taufan datang meribut sekali lagi.

Terima kasih atas segala usaha untuk menghadiahkan pelangi di setiap hari hari ku.

Thursday, February 23, 2017

Off money and Uncle Jack

Tak pernah rasa kering nya duit sampai la semalam,

Waktu kami nak makan late lunch di Uncle Jack. Pseudo twin of KFC.

Bukak dompet, dua dua dompet kering. Pergi ATM nak keluarkan duit,  duit segan nak keluar. Kad kena reject. Selongkar semua poket dalam handbag, hoping for ade la duit syiling yang tersesat.

Alhamdulillah masih ada rezeki untuk kami. :)

Macam ni rupanya jadi golongan 'susah'. Tapi susah2 kami susah lagi orang lain.

Hari hari doa supaya Allah murahkan rezeki keluarga kecil kami. InsyaAllah.